An agent of sorrow
is what people need
to outgrow youth’s anger
of happiness decreed
You traveled down into
abysses of shame
and built fortress walls
of issues to blame
You sealed off your heart
with a great rolling stone
you strengthened the barricade
to “lighten your load”
honey you listened
but still don’t see light
your eyes are still blinded
by perfectionist might
Give up. Give in.
Let them eat your remains.
You are less than you think
and more all the same
Let the reins drop.
face up to the end.
Count on what’s beautiful
then you’ll begin.
You cannot change life
with catalogs of woes
life is a movement
it’s power that flows.
Don’t give up your power
just use it for good
don’t pick that flower
just leave it to bloom.
Live moving forward
don’t let thorns remain
tidy your shoes
from guilt and from pain.
You carry your own heart
you need nothing more
your gifts can be heartfelt
and leave you less poor
Breathe in your essence
of gold and of strength
let go the bindings
that strip you at length.
The hallway is narrow
the kitchen is bright
your lifetime is gift time
it isn’t a fight.
surrender is all
make your soul like a dove
the fighting must end
if you throw down the glove
take careful stock
of material things
so you know what you give
and can then give it wings.
Breathe child breathe
today doesn’t end it
it’s one golden moment
you don’t have to spend it
You know what you’ve come from
you know where you’ve been
you know what your soul is
now step in it again.
If you cling, it gets taxidermed
cold, hard, and dead
let spirit flow through you
it’s not in your head.
You didn’t invent this
its been going for years
but culture has squashed it
with objects and fears.
Cling only to truth, girl
and love as it unfolds
you can’t use your terror
in well-lit abodes
These teachings they teach you
in one ear out another
but love is what’s acted
in, through, and under.